Feeling Pretty Ok

Well, if you prayed that I wouldnt have to do my presentation at school, it worked out. We didnt have to present; I think he just wanted us to stress about it. I was glad, except for the fact that we had the most boring lecture in the world instead. I am supposed to have an individual presentation Monday. That will suck. Maybe I will get lucky again and not have to do it. Yeah, right.

 

Life is going pretty well at the moment. I feel pretty stable. I am keeping up at school and my moods havent been too weird, which is amazing. I have been very tired, but whats new. I went to see my grandparents and my mom last night and I totally crashed around 9:30 when I got home. I slept well. I still do not feel rested. I am not sure what my sleep deal is.

 

I seem to be doing fine since I decreased my dosage of Lamictal and Cymbalta. Nothing weird has happened anyway. I tell you what though, I can NOT forget my Abilify or I am completely nuts. You would think that after 3 years or so of taking meds, I wouldn�t forget them, but I still have issues with that. When I forget the Abilify, I really know how much is does for me. It really has helped me a lot and keeps me at least on this planet. I have been doing some weird calculations in my head, but I think thats from school. Maybe it will settle down as soon as the Abilify is back in my system. Its a real bitch to be figuring out dimensions of everything in a room.

 

Its rainy and yucky here this morning. That usually depresses me pretty bad. Maybe it wont last too long. I swear my moods are definitely affected by the weather and the time of year. I usually don�t do well in the fall. I hope this year is different since I seem to finally be on a medicine cocktail that�s working.

 

Thats it from me. I have class tonight, but Ive done a lot of my in-class assignments, so I wont have to be there forever (hopefully).