More Med Talk
I'm weaning off of this shit starting tonight. I'm going to call my NP in the morning to tell her. She probably isnt gonna like it too much, but I would rather die than be like I am right now. I think I have some depression going on, but I dont care. I guess thas how it is with depression, you just dont give a shit. Oh well.
posted by Jil at 6:10 PM
5 Comments:
jil... you did better on the meds... you are feeling this way partially because you tried to stop them but yet they do help stabilize... please reconsider... You have so much value and don't deserve to have this happen to you!! You are a gem and to let yourself die inside is allowing a terrible defeat
8:16 PM
Now...is this a good decision for you to make with the riot taking place in your head??? Before you do any weaning, why don't you talk to the NP first, THEN if there is any weaning to do, do it under supervised increments? Is that a plan, or what?
8:34 PM
jil. because i care about you SO MUCH i'm going to be a bitch here.
FUCKING GROW THE FUCK UP. You are much better on meds and you fucking know it. No one likes to not have the great highs. But you know what? People don't like to be on fucking insulin and avoid sweets either. This thing is terminal. We can get pissed off and hate it all we want. We can take our medicine and have a half-way decent quality of life, or we can avoid it and shorten our lives drastically and have other health issues.
Let me restate, because I care SO MUCH I'm doing the tough-love thing here. I know you'd do it for me...
8:36 PM
wow... maggs... you go girl!
9:12 PM
Please be careful getting off your meds. I've been trying to get off Lexapro & am having one hell of a hard time. I agree with Chalexa about talking to your NP before going off your meds.
1:44 PM
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