Another Day

Im still stuck in the rut of loserdom and irritability. Whats new? Man, it sucks to be down. Lonliness is killing me. I just want someone to hang out with. My ex-boyfriend, D, calls just about every day, but I dont want to get back into that. I would just call him, get laid, and feel bad about it. Not what I want to do. I dont know what I want to do. Hopefully when school starts I will meet some new people. Thats my only hope. Homework will keep me busy too, so I wont think about being lonely as much.

 

Today, guess what I am doing�.I�m hanging out with my brother. We are cooking out for the 4^th. I am working until noon to try to save up some holiday time since I never have any time whatsoever. I am going to my grandparents with my bro and my uncle and we�re going to eat and play guitars. Thats always fun. I love my family to death, but I wish I had other people to hang out with.

 

Oh well, another bipolar day.