This is getting ridiculous....
Today was one of those days where nothing was working at my job. Technical difficulties. I came home, went to sleep as usual...woke up at 8:30 and have been crying pretty much non-stop ever since...for no reason...I'm feeling fairly freakish. I burned.
posted by Jil at 1:15 AM
2 Comments:
hi Jil,
I enjoy reading your blog. I'm bipolar & have just gone thru a depression & hospitalization myself. You said in another post something about being negative. I think if everything in your life is wonderful & you nitpick about the minute things that aren't perfect, that's being negative.
If you're feeling sad or depressed & writing about that, that's being real.
I hope you don't let self-judgement stop you from writing. I think you have an exceptional way of expressing yourself & I'd like to put you blog link on my blog. Maybe more readers will see it. Your voice definately deserves to be heard.
I hope you have a new post tomorrow.
3:59 PM
Jil,
First thank you for your comment, second thank you for hanging in there with me through these many changes. Perhaps most importantly, thanks for for being you. If guilt could kill me, I think I would be dead. I feel so awfully bad for not taking time to stop and read and to just listen. Though thoughts may not count, You have been in my meditations and prayers. I am sorry to read about your difficulties. God knows we all have them. Though I seem to be keeping my head above water and I wonder if I can keep up with all that is coming my way with this new position which has changed dramatically since I started it would be unrealistic to think it will always be this way. As Jane said in her post, your voice definatly deserves to be heard. You know how I have felt about your talent, your creativity and what you share with all who have stopped and listened. I will catch up over these next few days and have a better sense of all that has passed by.
Steve
5:56 PM
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